Happy Birthday, Oscaaaaar!!!!!

The first couple of W35F, and the sweetest.

I managed to mess his hair before this, haha!

Alamak, forgot to rotate. Hahahaha.
Cake was dammmnnnnn delicious.
I missed the taupok, but caught the part where the guys grind Oscar against the round pillar and staircase pole or whatever you call it. HAHAHAHAHAH!!!
Here's the cake sabo:

Wow, Oscar, 20, wow.
I can't even imagine me 20. So Oscar, enjoy your 20th yeah!
& hope you last long with Li Jun!! :)

In the gamelan room now, re-installing the stuff I lost because I formatted it.
Windows 7 is something new.

BYE!

Whatever la eh, seriously.

The pain is bothering me. It's a different type of pain.

Veryveryvery sharp.

Like, wtf.

So sick of this.

Cun Saja

Finally got the hospital pictures from Nafisah's camera. I know this was ages ago. Still. Brings back memories. I look fugly with the balloons and the damned bolster that ended up belonging to my maid. -.- As opposed to this below...

Wanna go school with my hair like that, but dunno how. Maybe special, nice hairstyles only happen when you're hospitalised. HAHA.

Spent the day clearing my laptop of all the crap it has. But it's still damn slow, so I'll go to the IT Helpdesk on Thursday, this time for real, to format it. Sheesh, getting on my nerves already. & OMG, Chillax next week!

& sheesh, someone asked my sister out and she didn't tell me! Kurang asam betol. & that someone didn't even ask for my consent first. HAHAHAH, okay, actually, no need la. But still, my sis hasn't even said a word to me about it. How secretive is that? Something must be going on. But I shall keep my lips sealed and wait.

Geeesh, today's a SUNDAY! Totally can't believe it. Time just flies so fast now. School tomorrow, bummer. Programming tomorrow, major bummer. Isnin colour biru. LOL!!!!!

& I'm fucking jealous of the girls who went for Sleeq's one hour show at Kampong Glam yesterday. Saw the videos on Facebook. Cheebs. But then again, I wouldn't trade yesterday with that hour long show. Screaming fangirls. Omg, so not me.

Okay, bye!

Duduk di rumah seorang saja

Menulis lagu cinta

Menggunakan kisah ini tuk ceritakan

Lagu ini bukan di radio setiap hari untukmu

Lagu ini tidak perlu kau kembali kepadaku

Lagu ini hanya ingin kau fahami ku sudah teruskan hidupku

Semuanya cun saja

Obviously, she cannot tahan. But the last 10 mins or so, she started to get used to it. Hmm, who will my next victims be? Hahahhaha. I wanna bring ticklish people here 'cause it's damn fun. Hahahaahhaha.

But not so soon, 'cause Chillax is soooooo coming up and I'm still not confident with Bonang at my hands. Gaaaaah~~~ At least I memorised the notes already, it's my timing that's still so bad. & my facial expressions when I make a mistake. Need to work on those. Hmm.

Alright, before I go,

FINALLY! OMG, LOVE THIS SONG!!

This is the part when we say we're in love

And the part where we have our first kiss

My 2 most favourite pictures from yesterday.

Weeee~~~~!!!!

But my wallpaper is my favourite pic of Ahhmudd, also from yesterday.

Wiggles!

Okay, that's all. Shall update GNK blog now.

Bye!

Today, I started to miss the long hair I once had, again. :(

Anyway, last day of SLA Fiesta today. We've had an overwhelming number of signups, and even Shaa isn't sure of what to do. The crowd and kecohness was madness, and it caused the headache I had in the later part of the evening. But the best was watching Thahirah's performance. Not sure why, but I like to watch her. Headbanging, especially. Her hair is damn powerrrrrrr. I have the pics, will upload soon.

Got slightly pissed at someone today, but I guess I'll have to let it rest. 'cause it's no point fighting over a small matter. Shoulders and arms hurt from yesterday's Sundanese drumming. Memorised Gambang Suling today on saron 'cause we had limited song choices for Pelog scale.

I'm really tired. Bye.

I was given a chance to change things

I must not let this chance slip

I will have to accept that maybe this is my fate

Gosh, how I love the GNK people.

Liyana is the mom, Mirah is the dad.

Cute pe!!

Azhar!

Mustafa!!!

Okay, kidding.

MUSTAQIM!!!!!!!

Booth turned out awesome. :)

It's 12.28 now. Been sending the pictures for the collage to Liyana since 11 plus?

My right shoulder hurts, and I have a pul-pul-gong song tomorrow; I think my arms will fall off tomorrow after the performance.

Am fucking tired, trying to convince Liyana to not mata sewel.

Last minute photo collage compiling.

Bummer, I got a pain at my left side ovary area.

Cheebs, must be the stress again.

Right, pics done. Sleep time.

Penat sioll.

Yesterday's preview. Was okay, but the part where Zaini started his long speech, I was close to screaming 'cause my stomach knew it was maghrib and it was time to buka. Haha, yes, I was fasting yesterday, much to Ahmad's displeasure. Ya, well, I learnt my lesson, never fast on a day where I'll be using most of my energy. :)

Me looooooves this hat thing (forgot what it's called).

:D

& my dearest favourite boy brought doughnuts for me from JB!

I could only eat it after 7, but it was nice to share with everyone.

Food tastes nicer when shared, yes?

Tadaaaa~~!!!

He's the sweetest, ever.

Sweeter than the caramel on the donut. :)

As sweet as my chocolate-filled donut!

Wooo *wiggle*!

So the preview was okay. But then, I understand why I'm still tired now after yesterday. I'm always tired anyway. After Chillax, I wanna take a break from Gamelan and concentrate on my health. & oh, after Chillax would be my 2 week holiday to Indonesia. Yay! Awesome-ness!

Alright, update on school now. So far, I have pretty awesome classmates. They're all very friendly and approachable, and very good to work with, compared to last semester's classmates. Not all, but some la, for W46F. But this semester's way better. Though there's very minimal guys. But who cares? They're nice people, that's all that matters. Just today, I went for first break for the first time with the malay girls in this class. One of them thought I was not malay (and was shocked when she found out I was malay), that's why she didn't talk to me the previous two lessons. -.- Eurasian? Aku? HAHAHAHAHAH. (Okay, and Liyana "pffft-ed" me when I told her that.) But the malay girls are fun, I think I'm gonna like this class better than last sem's. But of course, none can ever replace W35F in my heart. So, no worries, guys! Haha. & Eunice lookalike really makes me miss EUNICE YEO! I miss those Science days. EEEEEEEUUUUNNNIIIIIIIIIIICCCCCCCEEEEEEEE, my crazy team mate who never failed to make Science days fun, and not miserable. Miss that little girl.

Okay, for the zoo pictures now. I have an awesome family. It was tiring, and up till now, the mosquito bite at my ankle is still itching like crazy. But heck, I had fun, been a while since we had a family day like this. Indonesia, soon. :)

He was able to calm the kancil down enough to be able to touch it.

Wanna know why her mouth is like that?

Far: Eh eh, you shout "Ahmad", I shout, "*****"

Faz: -.- No.

Far: I shout Ahmad lorr.

This is what you get.

Buddha jump shot

Awesome weekend, I must say.

Tomorrow is the day.

The appointment AND SLA show.

Finally, one show will be down, and then, it's the bigger production.

Marketing side still not done, omg THIN!!!!

Still scared for tomorrow, not sure if I'm ready to hear whatever it is.

But then again, I have to be strong.

I've done this many times, I can do this again.

& yeah, thanks for those words last night, Mustafa!

Hahahahahahahahah.

One last thing:

NAGAS! WE CAN DO IT TOMORROW!!

WE PRACTISED HARD SO GIVE IT YOUR BEST SHOT!

AND, SMILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sundanese Drums!!

Wooo *wiggle* !!

I need to practise on smacking harder to make it louder.

Weeeeee~~~!!!!

I just realized tonight how different my life is from everyone else.

Sad hmm?

But they've always said that I've been very patient.

& I'm starting to believe that I am.

Sure, I may cry sometimes and feel angry at the world for the unfairness.

What did I do wrong to deserve it and all that shit.

But hey, that's life.

You don't always get what you want.

& I don't need a reason to be angry with Allah.

I just want to concentrate on right now.

Just do all the good I can do.

Prayers, ngaji (Dad's been consistent on it), maulid/zikir.

It's for my own good.

Because it's not THIS world that matters, but after.

Am I right, no?

Okay, gonna go sleep now.

Mum had a last minute plan to go to the zoo tomorrow.

IN THIS KIND OF WEATHER.

That woman arrr....

Byebyee~~!!

I miss you already.

If you look closely, it says "Jalan Malu-Malu"

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

First thing, this year's FOP shirt was way nicer than ours last year. Sheesh.

Second, Jam & Hop this year sounds way better than last year's

Third, the video above is during Thahirah's performance, which was AWESOME!!

Fourth, I almost fell when I got off the bus last night. Almost fainted on the curb.

Fifth, head is better now, just the usual side/ovary pain.

Bye.

With Love,

The Wiggly Girl

You chose to walk away.
I still want you back but I can't find the words.
I wish you could understand how much you mean to me.
I feel the loss, I really do.
Can you come back?



Where did I go wrong
I lost a friend

This song just fits how I feel right now
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Thin said my poster was UGLY. -.-
Ticket dimension yet to come in.
SLA poster yet to be submitted (I'll do it tmrw)
Mum's pictures yet to be uploaded. (She'll bug me soon.)
School starting like, in a couple of days.
My aunt punched me in the stomach and now it hurts.


Haven't said this since a long time.
Never thought I'll say it again.



KILL ME.

I kinda like this pelamin. It's damn nice. Too bad I took it in black and white.

Bummer, I have another busy week ahead. Tuesday and Wednesday, training as usual. & school starts on Thursday but I don't have to come because I don't have any class on that day. I don't have class on Thursdays, woohooo! BUT! I still have to come on Thursday because there is the SLA stage preview. If I'm not wrong there was gonna be a meeting with CAP but I'm not sure. Sooo, yeah. Friday will be the day I meet my new classmates. 4 modules, 4 different classes at 2 blocks. Worse, it's the furthest blocks from South Agora. I have to walk so farrrrrrrr. Sheeeesh.

Oh yeah, went to visit Saiful at the hospital today with my family. He's doing better, recognizes me, and can smile slightly now. But usually, his eyes are glued to the tv. Today was different from the other times that we visited him. My parents said something to him, like those religious stuff like sabar and stuff. Then when I looked at him, he had tears in his eyes. But I think he tried to force them back, cause the tears never really fell. & when I saw that, my heart broke, because I understood how he felt. Somehow, in a way. While we were there, his heart rate was not really behaving well. Probably cause the tv was showing monkeys being murdered. Ain and Cik Azizah were trying to calm him down. He still can't talk yet, but at least he responds when people talk to him. Like, "Saiful, kenal cik Tahir tak? Blink your eyes kalau kenal." and he'll blink.

Actually, seeing him actually made me think. It's a miracle that he survived. It shows how Allah had accepted everyone's prayers. It's truly amazing, really.

I'm tired. Gonna go. Bye, all.

Boo, Baby, Boo, Boo, Boo!!!

Gamelan training today was extra funny. Hahahaha. Not just the photoshoot, but the promo video filming as well. Below is a sneak peek of the bloopers. Forgetting of lines were the funniest. Hahaha, budak-budak GNK eh. & the picture you see up there, is the best crop/cutout I have ever done. In Shaa's words, "Not a hair out of place." Hahaha, mind you, Photoshop is a pain. I only figured it out, out of desperation, 'cause Mirah's asleep already, and Thina Raj said we should use Photoshop for the poster, and deadline on 11th for the final draft or something. But well, it turned out good. Shaa is happy with the end result: PURPLE! So, we shall see what the management and CAP will say about it.

HILARIOUS, RIGHT????!!!!!

Kay la, it's 1.33am now. Blogger has been opened to serve me since 11 plus but I was busy doing the poster. Haha. Well, before I go, I should add something:

Happy 8th!

:)

Malam Di Baaaaaaali !!!! :))

GNK @ Esplanade! <3

Ikan sudah pulang ke tanah air.

Betol?

(Sounds wrong in some ways.)

Finally, another couple picture after.....

A few months?

I ain't complain' though.

Boy: Cik, cik! Saye hauuuusssss!

Cik: Hmmmmmmmmmmm????

LOL LOL LOL!!!!!!!!!

*inside joke*

Well, so far, the past week has been draining, which is probably why I haven't been updating blog or Tumblr. Just twitter. So:

29 Mar: GNK Spring Cleaning. Tired the shit outta me.

30 Mar: Marketing Workshop with Zaini Tahir, my "blood bro", as Ahmad puts it. It wasn't so bad, 'cause he made it funny and interesting. After that was the usual training in G room.

31 Mar: Training as usual. Ohohoh! Finally got part of 4Play on the Sundanese drums, all thanks to Shaa and Ahmad and maybe some credits to Azhar la eh. Haha. Lovin' the Sundanese drums now. Did I mention that I had a blue coloured bruise on my right palm after I played those drums? Boy, sakit tauuuu!!! But it ain't stopping me from learning more. :)

1 Apr: Marketing workshop part 2. Booorrrriiinnnngggg!!!! Though we did get some tips on how to make better posters. Other than that, pretty much tired during the workshop. Even managed to fall asleep but Mirah made me wake up. After that, had lunch, then Pak Amran wanted us to watch his school perform and give him feedback on how to improve. Damn gamelan instruments had wheels! WTF??? So easy for them to transport here and there. But really, for a primary school, they're pretty good.

2 Apr: Went swimming at Mountbatten. I got darker. -.- Bummer. But, I had fun in the deep pool with Sisto. It was hilarious! Here's part of a convo we had:-

Sis: Hold on, Jack! Hold on!

Me: -.- There was no such thing in the movie.

Sis: Oh. *thinks* I'll never let go, Jack. I promise.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!! She's so crazy in so many ways.

But get this straight, we didn't pretend we were Jack and Rose or something.

She just happened to say that out of the blue. Hahaahah.

Anyway, I have to go. This should be enough of an update. I've got BTT tomorrow, wish me luck, people! It's like, so fast! Felt like yesterday that I followed Dad to register and q-ing up for it, and now, tomorrow, I'll be sitting for it. Then I'll be making Ahmad's granny's marble cake since she requested it. Mum said I will have to do it myself. Bummer. Haha.

Bye!

P.S: I hope Nurul Aini doesn't buy the house. I hope to God she doesn't, man.

Before I do a proper update, I would like to dedicate a post to a special someone.

Siti Fatimahtuzzahrah.

& as I look through the hard disk with pictures of her

I can't help but cry a little

Because the truth is, I really do miss her.

The last day of 2007

We counted down to 2008 together :)

Her birthday celebration in April 2009

Around the last time we ever saw her and her bro

I look fugly but this was in 2006

She was flying off to Hong Kong or something with her family

Well, back when her family was still a complete one

& well, my point is,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR GIRL!

Even though I'm a day late.

Even though I know you won't be reading this.

Even though I don't know when is the next time I'll see you again.

Even though there is no way we can contact you, 'cause of your dad (_l_)

Just know that we all still love you, and we miss you dearly.

After everything life has put you through, and your brother as well,

I hope that the life you're living now is better than the past.

You deserve that. :)

May you always have success in whatever you do

May your past serve as a lesson to you so that the same mistakes will not be repeated

& may Allah always protect you and your brother.

Much loves :)