Salam, it's been a while. :(

Things have been a turmoil lately, but that's alright because I'm surviving. I'll always pull through in the end. I'm currently still recovering from last Saturday's sports carnival because I had to spend 5 hours under the blazing hot afternoon sun, which was a terrible idea from the committee. I think the teachers suffered more for this year's event as compared to last year's. At least, last year, the morning sun wasn't too bad. I had migraines for the whole of Sunday.

Anyway, I was having a conversation with my little sis (the middle one is currently in BKK) and I discovered that she was bullied in school. I told her about my own experiences, about not speaking up and suffering in silence. I urged her to fight back and to defend herself. To not be the pushover that I was when I was in school. Unfortunately, I guess it's just the softies that we girls are sometimes, but I realised that all three of us seemed to share the same fate in our primary school years: being bullied. Middle sister had better secondary school days, but mine turned sour in the later parts. Whatever. I've seen better days and I now know my worth. I've learnt to speak up for my unhappiness, especially at work. I've learnt the true meaning of friendship, and how they get destroyed when ego/pride rears its ugly head. I need to find a way to teach my lil sis these lessons so that she doesn't make the same mistakes I did.

This year hasn't been smooth so far but, I'm coping. Reading a lot due to my degree. Sigh. I just wish I could graduate with a degree without having to go through the studying and assignments shit. Juggling them with work is making me go nuts at times.

Been doing portfolios lately. Somehow my photos of children seem to multiply and multiply. I actually aimed to finish all by end of April. Not so sure but hopefully by end of April, I would complete at least my morning class.

I miss this young lad right here. I haven't seen him since who knows when. & this picture was taken like, in 2013, I think. When he was slimmer and clean-shaven looking, hahahaha. You gotta admit he looks good here. 

Guess that's about all my update will be. For now. Come May, I'll probably be nearing lunacy but I promise I'll be strong. :D

Salam and always be in the best of health, InsyaAllah. :)