Saturday, May 7, 2016

Yellow



It's been a while since I last posted.
Been busy.
Adulthood's a busy place.

Today marks 6 years 9 months for us.
:')

We've been through so much, jeez, I can't even measure how much that how much really is because, it hasn't been an easy journey.
Especially when you have people like me being very emotional and clingy and teary everytime I'm on my period.
Well, not really, just that one time. (Keyword: ONE time)
I haven't been emotional about us for a very long time.

I was supposed to be at his house in the morning for the usual ngaji but I got really sick.
I must have caught some bug from the kids or something, the attendance this week had been pretty poor, what with one hospitalization and all. And because of this, I've been in bed sleeping the day away all day so I'm totally behind on my portfolios. *inserts panicked face here*

Anyway, 3 more months till the 7th of August which will mark our 7th year.
Pretty mindblown.
The fact is, when I met him just last Tuesday, it was the first time since almost 3 months. 
The last time we met was for Deadpool in like, Feb?
I know right. Haha.
I've had friends and colleagues asking how we deal with the distance and even not meeting for that long.
And to be honest, I myself don't know how we do it.
I guess it's always been one day at a time.
Ya know how they say,  everyday is a day closer to the next time you'll see each other.
And besides, we're busy with our own stuff.
The next thing we know, we got a date.
Hahahaha.

I don't really know what the point of this post was.
But just needed to make sure the blog doesn't die.
Nat sent me a picture of a book we once had back in 2009 that we were supposed to write in and pass between each other.
Just like we did in secondary school.
You can think of it like a Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants kinda thing.
Just that for us, it's a book.

Anyway, when Nat sent the pic to me, I got all nostalgic.
I missed writing really bad.
And I mean, literally writing, not typing like right now.
I used to write stories and she was my number one fan.
And we had all those diaries since Sec 1. 
Gosh, Sec 1 feels like a lifetime ago.
I remember being excited for the future, for work, for my own income.
Now I wish I could take it all back and go back to school, where your only worries would be your homework and passing your exams.

I cannot believe I'm turning 25 this year.
Time is flying so fast.
I can't wait for this though.
Just one more module to go.
InsyaAllah, next year.

Seems like I'm cramming a lot of stuff from the last couple of months in this post.
Yeah, I've been very busy and yet, I can't even remember with what.

Ahmad called, hahaha.
#almost7 and still feels surreal.
How did I get so lucky? :')

Till the next post, InsyaAllah. :3

Look at the stars 
Look how they shine for you 
And everything you do 
Yeah, they were all yellow