Happy New Year!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

& GUESS WHAT, I'LL BE POSTING SOMETHING LONG AFTER THIS.

WELL, SATISFACTORY LONG, IF NOT LONG ENOUGH.

ANYHOOS, MAY 2013 BE GOOD TO US, AMIN! :D

Love, Fazzzz

'cause I simply love them together. :3

Hello all. I know it's been a long time since a proper post. Alas, I still can't put up a proper post right now because I can't find any words to describe anything that I'm feeling right now. Terrified, nervous and excited are nothing close to the emotions coursing through me at the moment, and probably for the rest of the year. It's 18 December, 13 more days before 2013 comes swinging by like nobody's business. I just wish time would stop. Like, really stop. Everything is happening so fast, too fast. For once, I just feel like sitting on a bench and just watch the world pass me by. I don't wanna have to worry about having a 2013 planner, about being so forgetful, about taking 14 children on alone next year, about my family, about my future, about my relationship, about buying a watch ASAP, about everything.

I just wanna catch my breath, for crying out loud...

Sometimes, I feel like crying, but I don't even know what I'm crying for or about. I just really wanna sit and just maybe close my eyes and breathe. Breathe.

I can't say much else 'cept this, mates. I've got 1 foreigner and 3 PRs in my class next year. It could be worse than that but I'm thankful for what I have now. :)

Stay strong. & in case I don't say it in time, happy new year and may you have a blessed one ahead.

Lots of love, Fazzz :3

Because you believe.

We believe.

& we can get through this together.

:)

I love you.