Saturday, August 29, 2015

Hey You


The abang finally planned a really good date.
(Not that our other dates were not good but, this was really an interesting one!)
Check out our couple Roshe!
*heart eyes*



I was a super excited girl amongst the flowers that he couldn't stop laughing at me.
Hahahahaha.
But the Cloud Forest was a little boring so... I tamed down after a bit. 
Was only awed by the waterfall.

Thank you for today, you.
I really enjoyed myself. :3


We don’t have to say forever,
I’m cool with whatever,
Love is coping.
We can just sit here at night,
Just two strangers in the night,
Ain't that what we're supposed to do?

We say what we say,
We do what we do,
We love who we love,
Hey, you.
If this is the moment, the moment of truth,
I don’t wanna miss it, hey you, hey you, hey you.

Wednesday, August 26, 2015

Go

 The other day's photoshoot with the staff
(My cheeks tho, sheesh!)
We haven't received the class photos yet though but I'm looking forward!
10 years from now, I'd look back to this year being a year of tests and tribulations :)
So the boss decided to celebrate the end of August baby and early September baby together
When she wanted to give me the card of well wishes, I decided to have the above for keepsake
Best boss, hands down!
Kak Layla, I mean, Teacher Layla! :3
It's nice to have more Muslim teachers now because I feel more valued as a Muslim individual.
There are more voices to back me up for anything that may be an issue to our religion.
You get what I mean? Yes? No? Okay.

I've been in a turmoil of feelings lately and I don't know why.
There's just something on my mind that's been bothering me.
The realisation that struck me as I was lying in bed one night.
After the truth sunk in.
I don't know what the future holds, or if it's the end of us,
or if it's really my fault in the first place,
or just simply pride and ego...
But I feel sorry this happened.
That's all.
I'm only focusing on the positives in my life right now, ditching the negatives and standing up firmly for my rights and beliefs.
I know now it's a lot harder than it sounds but I'm still trying.
Whatever this is now, I accept it with a heavy heart but I know it's for the best.

2 and a half months till the school year ends.
The kids are growing too fast. Too. Fast.
Dedicating this week to my assignments.
& staring at Calum's face before I close my eyes.
(Literally because he's on my phone wallpaper hahaha sorry Bang Mus :3)


Believe the tunnel can end, believe your body can mend
Yeah, I know you can make it through 'cause I believe in you
So let's go put up a fight, let's go make everything alright
Go on and take a shot, go give it all you got

Oh, yeah, I know it's not easy
I know that it's hard, no, it's not always pretty

Get up and go, take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
Don't look back, just go, take a breath, move along
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on

Wednesday, August 19, 2015

Over and Over

Most exciting event in August?
Our 6th year anniversary and finally celebrating it together.
BaliThai lunch at RWS, cable cars and ice-cream!
Time really flies, it's not even funny.

I'm very tired nowadays.
No matter how early I sleep, or accidentally fall asleep,
I'm still tired the next day.

Currently pretty excited for the upcoming field trip to SEA Aquarium on 1st Sept.
I've got 2 almost full classes of attendance and it's a record breaker for a field trip!
Excited and stoked for this, literally got all my camera stuff ready for pictures and videos I'm gonna take while there with them.
Sadly, they don't allow food and drinks to be consumed in the premises so my plan for the picnic in front of the huge ocean gallery was ruined.
Need to find something for the kids to do while there, though.

I start classes tomorrow again.
Alhamdulillah, so far, I've been doing well.
I'm just looking forward to completing it and moving on to the next phase of my life......

Cheh, no la please. 
My sis keeps talking about leaving the country.
She's so adamant about it, it gets scary sometimes.
I don't know, man.
I have to help out for the upcoming elections, by the way, which sucks balls.

Okay, gonna go now.
Till the next post, InsyaAllah.
I hope so.
Been having too much chest pains lately. :'(

You know something I don't 
It's not like you to be cold 
Every night replayed over and over 
You say things that I don't 
You make me feel alone 
Every night replayed over and over