So, after all the drama and the tears, my baby girl is back home safe and sound, no injuries, no scratches, and definitely not pregnant with some other cat's...I don't know, sperm? Hahaha, sorry, I'm a bit particular about it because it has to do with the cats' family tree, ya know. Hahaha. Okay, whatever, she's back, that's all that matters. Alhamdulillah.

I'll be bringing them for their checkup once my pay comes in. We kept delaying because of transport issue, but this time, I don't care, rain or shine, with transport or not, I'm gonna bring the two ekor to the vet. Time to do something about Habib's eyes, his final jab, and Shyme's annual checkup. And if until then the both of them are still not lovey-dovey with each other, we're gonna ask the vet WHY. Ever since Shyme's return, Habib has been hiding away. And my maid told me that Habib refuses, or maybe just doesn't want to, to go near Shyme. He ignores her plainly just like that. They used to be so close! I wonder if they lost that 'connection' because she ran away for nearly five days. Hmm.

I have a new ringtone for my phone!!!!! HAHAHA! My maid said it sounds like a bangla's phone. I kinda think so too but eh, we'll just try la. Sorry but, Bollywood has been my favourite since I was a very young kid. Plus, that's where I learnt to be romantic, AND critique on the nonsense scenarios the movies always have, hahahaha!

I'm so close to my resignation. Woohooooooohoooooo~~!!! After my pay comes in, gonna abuse the staff discount like mad, before I resign. Bile ni duit gamelan nak masok? :(

Okay, that's all for now. Work is at 10am tomorrow. Kinda stupid la, why the heck they put my schedule like that. When I clock in, they will all be in the middle of replenishing and stuff. Nonsense sia orang yang buat weekly roster.

Okay la, bye.

I JUST LOVE MY CATS. PERIOD.

So, today, for the first time in my life, I ditched work. & not just that, I didn't call to say I wasn't coming. When my sis dropped by the store to find someone, some of my colleagues actually asked her what happened to me, which is a HUGE surprise to me, seeing how I've tried to distance myself from them. I mean, it's not like they're bad or something, I've always said that I love my co-workers. But I'm just afraid that if I'm close to any one of them, it'd make it hard for me to leave. I absolutely don't want Uniqlo as a career, that's for sure, but there are those people who actually make work fun. Sigh. It's okay, one more week before I send in my resignation. I'm getting tired of it already.

So, Abang Fazli is getting married next year. We talked yesterday during my uncle's mini birthday celebration. It was actually fun, it's been a while since we cousins met. He's grown fatter, like, omg. You can totally tell the difference. It's not plump fat, but fat fat but not toooo fat. Hahaha. Plus, I'm almost reaching his height. Heh. Anyway, he's been in a relationship with Kak Fatilah for 4 years, like zomgggg. I admire couples who've been together for a long time. I mean, it takes a lot for a relationship to last that long. And then now that they're planning to get married, they actually took up marriage classes or something like that. You can see how serious they are. :D

I salute them. :)

Soooo, tomorrow I'm working again. Gosh, this kinda sucks. Now I wish I didn't choose Uniqlo but some assistant teacher job instead. Pfffft. Okay then, till here peepz. I don't really have anything to say actually. Just that, I'm tired, so very tired.

I want my old life back. :(

GNK @ Ubin 2012

Date with Hazzy Lindey @ Sakura 

& Hunger Games movie afterwards :3

Lunch + Dinner at Manhattan Fish Market, my treat. ;)

Dad and Sisto weren't around though

So, basically, this is a summary of my time spent from Monday until today. Monday and Tuesday, I have nothing to say except that I thoroughly enjoyed myself. Today, though, I relied on Google Maps to help me find the AIC building (Crasco Building) but it led me another way. I almost lost my way, under the hot afternoon sun, sweating half a bucket probably. The interview went well, Alhamdulillah. But I'm opening other options though. I'm not going to repeat the same mistake, being so confident that I would get accepted and then feeling extremely disappointed when I didn't. Anyway, Montessori remembered me today and called me up earlier this evening. I was shocked. I actually called them last year but I didn't think they would call me back again. But they did and they wanted to know if I was still interested. I told them I'll let them know, and they said they'll keep my "file" open. Like, wow, I have a file in their system?!?! Hahaha.

Alright, that's all I have for now. See you in my next post. & my prayers go to the victims in Aceh.  :(

Catch My Breath

Hello. It's 10.37pm right now, I'm pretty shagged after spending the day entertaining Farah's needs. I went to see the doctor to get an MC for missing work today, which I'm glad I missed anyway. I needed the rest after almost 2 weeks of endless shows and work. Yesterday, I experienced a second episode of momentary blindness, since the last one in 2007. Yes, it's been a helluva long time since that day. I still remember it all too clearly. Well, no one can forget that kind of experience. But it happened, again, yesterday, at approximately 1.15pm. & embarrassingly, during team talk. With the male manager I don't really favour around. But what's awesome is the colleagues who helped me out of the stock room and made me sit down in a chair till my vision came back. Yes, it was total blackness. I couldn't see a single thing until I was out of the stock room and then, my vision started to come back. It was like that the first time too. I couldn't see anything until I sat down. But what was weird is that, this time, I wasn't scared. I was calm, like I already knew what's happening, unlike the first time I panicked like hell. IN THE FREAKING PARADE SQUARE.

But yesterday, for just a moment, I thought it would be gone for real. It was that moment that I really  begged Allah for help.

I asked the doctor today why that happened. He checked my heart beat, blood pressure and asked like, a thousand questions. Everything seemed to be normal. He said sometimes poor blood circulation, low blood in the system and lack of rest can be reasons why it happened to me. Well, considering how the past 2 weeks I've been pushing myself to fit everything into my schedule no matter how tired I was. But that couldn't possibly be the reason for the first time, right? 

He gave me some pills for the headache though. I really have been getting dizzy spells lately, most beginning from the front of my head. He said if it persists, I'll have to go get a scan. I'm guessing this is just the signs of the time of the month. Better bring the emergency kit to work from now on. ION toilets suck. There's no water supply in the cubicles. Boo.

I love my colleagues at work. Well, I can name a group of them that I really like, but personally, I don't really like the managers much, except for Yoshi-san, who is the store manager. I just realized that I never really talked about my working life at Uniqlo here. Well, mostly because I just hate the managers and don't wanna bitch about them here because I'm not that kind of person. Trust me, everytime I see their faces, it makes me want to quit on the spot. The reason why I haven't is because I'm just waiting to be accepted in an ECCE course. Once I'm accepted, doesn't matter what company or which institution, I'm out of Uniqlo. I've started to use my staff discount anyway. I wonder how much my salary will be tomorrow. Absolutely CANNOT wait to check. & speaking of tomorrow, I'm going back to RP in the morning to collect my diploma transcript for the interview on the 11th. I have another on the 14th, but my parents actually asked me along to cycle with my dad's secondary school friends. Now I'm torn. Shall see how it goes.

So, I have work tomorrow from 4pm - 11.30pm, Sunday from 1pm - 8pm. & when Monday comes, so begins my real break. My last real break was 5th to 7th March, which I enjoyed to the fullest. Pulau Ubin on Monday with my beloved GNK kids, Hunger Games & Sakura dinner with Hazlinda (ohmygee miss her so goddamn much) Hussain. Interview with AIC on Wednesday. I don't even know if my work schedule for next week was even accepted. But, whatever. Lack of manpower? That's your problem. Solve the way you treat your staff first, only then will you be able to retain your newcomers. Nope, I ain't no saying anything about that. It's your problem, go figure. Anyway, Haz has been amazing the past month. She dropped by my store twice, and on both occasions, she really surprised me. Her presence actually made the rest of my day at work better. Sigh. I love my friends. I'm so lucky. :3

I didn't really planned to write so much on this post. But I guess these were all penned up for so long, I just needed an outlet. Honestly, I really can't wait to quit Uniqlo. Sure, it means leaving behind awesome colleagues like Nabilah, Hamidah, Ima, Farah etc, but retail and customer service are just not meant for me. I'm glad that at least I got to experience it.

I miss my students, especially cute, little Benny. This coming Monday might feel weird. :(

Tomorrow will be a long day. Sigh. Health, behave please. Thanks. 

I'll see ya'll in my next post. Till then, I hope for you to always be in the best of health. :)

Did you know when you're around

My heart won't, it can't slow down

It beats so hard, it makes it hard

To catch my breath, to catch my breath

My last lesson with them kids was today. I gave them these little coloured heart-shaped papers to write notes for their friends and stuff, and I received quite a number, unexpectedly. I wept a little as I walked away from the school. The teachers had all been very nice to me, and the group of kids who actually cooperated were my favourites. I'm going to miss them. :(

If you noticed a note with a Mrs. Siti, I'll tell you the story, short and simple. They misinterpreted my showing them wedding videos on Youtube that one time, they thought I was married and even had an argument as a class.

"Cikgu Siti not wearing ring. Of course she not married la!"

I know. See how smart the kids this generation are. :p & I officially know that this field is what I want to do. The feeling of realizing that the students actually appreciated me cannot be described. :3

Till my next post. & oh! I'm an official RP graduate. :3