In the midst of all the things stressing me out,

I forgot to remember the one thing I keep trying to do.

Having trust and faith.

It's always me and my stupid insecurities.

You're one to preach, Faz.

You can't even do it well.

Nicely done, Faz.

Ruined everything.

Just can't forgive myself.

I'm starting to forget the person I used to be.

I'm losing myself in all the work I'm sucked into.

I honestly can't take it anymore.

You And I

5 years have passed so quickly.
Felt like yesterday that we sat at the pagoda in Chinese Garden with Syai
Where I poured my whole heart out and told you the truth
Yet, you're still here, always here for me.
& for that, I can never thank you enough for loving me just the way I am.

I hope I can be that girl for you.
I hope I can be the one for you.
No matter how hard I try to, I know my shortcomings.
I am, but a girl, after all.
I admire you for your patience these past 5 years.
& I hope to have that patience to be the best for you.

Thank you for the past 5 years.
Thank you for everything.
You've been the best.
& you always will be.
No matter what the future holds, as long as you're here, I will be too.
I love you, Ahmad Mustaqim.

You are my hope for tomorrow 

The only one who knows the real me 

The person who reached deep down 

And pulled me up through the dark waters 

You are my hope for tomorrow 

The safety net of my sanity 

The light at the end of my dark tunnel 

Who brightens my path away from demons 

 You are my hope for tomorrow 

A cord or silver links use 

It grows brighter and stronger 

Until the day it is complete

All of the stars

You make them shine like they were ours

Ain't nobody in the world but you and I

You and I