K2-2 plants Spinach!

The seeds are really tiny!

Cutest boy in the 4th Playgroup class.

So friendly and intelligent.

Told the teachers if I had a Chinese boyfriend, his face would be my type.

Hahahahaha.

Meet my Prince Charming! :3

Oppaaaaaaa & Prince Charming!

Just a short update on Green Wave Day last Thursday. We had the celebration and then the tree-planting, and then the flea market. Swear the boys were not on their best behaviours that day except the two above. I had fun that day even though it was super tiring and I lost stuff in my classroom again. After the Mothers' Day Tea Party where I shifted most of my stuff to Rachelle's room, I lost  my purple thermometer. Then, after this flea market thing where they used all my children's tables, I lost some important papers and work-related stuff.

This coming slumber night, I'd probably lose more stuff again. I better lock everything up in my cupboard before that happens.

Portfolios are going well now. Started to do up the comments, trying to do as little cut and paste as I can, but typing is just too time consuming. Sigh.

Till my next post, y'all.

You And I

A good day of ngaji and gamelan with him.

Never had anyone who cares so much for me the way he does.

Never had anyone who makes me laugh so hard the way he does.

Never had anyone who gives me advice the way he does.

Never had anyone who drags me across the road the way he does.

Never had anyone who gets so angry with me for crying over something worthless the way he does.

Never had anyone who loves me the way he does.

I never want someone else to fill the place you have in my heart.

I hope, from the deepest part of me, for a future with you.

I'm just scared to admit it. :p

I love you, Ahmad Mustaqim.

Thank you for loving the worst, and best, of me.

You and I

We don't wanna be like them

We can make it till the end

Say Something

Rose are red

Violets are blue

You guys drive me up the wall

But I still love you

I can feel the stress creeping in again. But I keep Ahmad's super fierce advice in mind all the time: Clean up YOUR shit first, before cleaning others'.

It basically means for me to finish up whatever work I have, before lending others a hand. Because I always do the opposite; so willing to help others but my work isn't done yet, thus causing it to pile higher than Mt. Everest. So when he came down last Saturday:

I had fun having his help. Because he was ALOT of help. I couldn't carry the tables and chairs all by myself so I was quite thankful to have a hunk around. Actually, the mess was all because of the Mothers' Day Tea Party we had with the K2 children's moms. It was a huge success, but the entire week caused me extreme fatigue, coming home at near midnight almost everyday before that Friday.

So thank you, Mr. Ahmad Mustaqim, for your help in cleaning my classroom and the gym room next door. As well as for playing with the tricycles excitedly. Hahaha. :3

Been in a turmoil of emotions the past week. So glad that at least I managed to talk about it with my 'personal psychologist'. I'm just gonna give myself time to heal from this. Things will get better, InsyaAllah.

I hope for a better week ahead. All I can think of right now is portfolio, portfolio, portfolio. Sigh.

Say something I'm giving up on you

I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you

We have a lion in the house!

Meet newly shaved Lumos!

Looooove the tail so much!

Salam!

What a week(s) it has been. The lack of updates made me realise how much things I wanted to pen down lately but never really had the energy to do it. What they say is true; when you're young, you have more time, more energy but no money. When you're an adult and working, you have more money but less time and energy.

But I just realised that the older I get, the more forgetful I am, and the more careless I am. I'm beginning to think there's something wrong with me. Sigh.

Since it's now May, it means the month of portfolios. I'm screwed because I haven't even started one, but I'm actually about to right now. There's more I want to say, more that I need to vent and let out but I'll save it for another time.

On a brighter note, I received my Letter of Completion for my DECCE-T already and my boss showed me how much my increment would be. It was more than my whole family expected, so, Alhamdulillah for that. It means that I can save more. :)

I want to train myself to complain less now. I need to learn to embrace life as it is. Others are going through worse than me, so I have to be grateful for right now. Life is precious, that's why every moment counts.

Till my next post, InsyaAllah.