October didn't begin to easily for me. I was on one day of MC and the next 2 days gave me a lot of trouble. My career almost took a hard downfall, I was stressed out of my mind. Alhamdulillah, that's all over and everything's good now. I've been living the past 2 weeks in constant fear for my career but, it all turned out to be a waste of time. I even had a terrible nightmare! I'm just relieved it's all over and I can move forward. We can ALL move on with our lives. It's a good thing that I'm leaving too, I don't actually want to face them all next year. Call me a coward, but they'll just be a constant reminder of what happened.
But of course, I learnt my lesson. It was, indeed, a lesson learnt the extremely hard way. Did I also mention that I almost lost my entire career? Yep, that bad. It will be something that I would always be conscious of and never repeat.
It's the last 3 weeks of the term. I've got lots of paperwork to rush on top of my portfolios. My portfolios are running well so far. I'm glad and relieved that I had an early start on it so I'm basically just filling up the holes at the moment. Pretty satisfied with my work speed at the moment, which is why I can't stay long.
I also just submitted my letter of resignation. It was sitting in my dropbox for more than a month or less or so. Admin asked me why I was in such a rush to leave when I can do it in January so that I can keep my bonus. So I told her money is money, you can get it anywhere and it doesn't really matter to me that it's an "entitlement". I just wanna get out of there, especially since December will be a heavy month of moving and setting up the classroom all freaking over again. *rolls eyes* I'd rather not do that again. So, this is me rolling out.
Anyway, I'm doing the one month notice period already and well, I can't wait to just get out of there and start anew. Regardless of whether the new place will be as good to me as 135 had been these past 5 years, I'll brace whatever challenges ahead because I know, that's how I will grow as a teacher and as an individual. I want to keep making a difference in the little ones' lives and that's where you will always find me. For now.
InsyaAllah, it will all be better. That's all for now.
PS. Ahmad's in Indo now, prolly having the time of his life. I can't wait for my turn next year, InsyaAllah.
Till the next post, be always in the best of health. InsyaAllah. (:
Please have mercy on me
Take it easy on my heart
Even though you don't mean to hurt me
You keep tearing me apart
