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Alhamdulillah!

The major part of practicum is officially over!

And, I passed!

All the late nights were not for naught. All the stress was for the sake of doing well. All the hard work and effort made was worth it. The exhaustion I felt lifted after she told me I did very well. The strong support and motivation from my principal kept me going and motivated me to do better for Sparks next year.

Blessed to have such a supportive principal/leader in the team, as well as colleagues who encouraged and motivated me. My senior teacher kept saying that my confidence level this year boosted higher as compared to last year. Hahahaha. *quick stop to Kembangan* :p

This calls for a good, worth the read post!

So, the K1-3 turned K2-3 class had their full dress rehearsal last Thursday and I was head in charge of the class with Val and Jeanne to help me because their form teacher, Miss Suraya, was nominated by MP to be the emcee for the actual day. Their dance item was a song called Colours of the Wind from the Disney movie Pocahontas, which so happened to be the very movie I always, always watched when I was younger. It was my favourite movie, somehow romantic to me at that age. Hahaha. John and Pocahontas. Yup.

So I was pretty busy on that day, and also pretty pissed because of a few things but I decided to just let it go. I felt emotional too because this was the first class I had, I met, I bonded with, when I first started out here. I'm pretty sure I'd cry on the actual day. I feel immense pride for them at the moment, and probably, will always feel so. :)

And so, this was our candid staff photo. That day we took the photo, Mr Ahmad Mustaqim was waiting outside for me, that poor guy. We actually met for breakfast at Bugis and strolled around, because he was off work on that day. Speaking of which, practicum sucks because I don't get to lunch with him on his off days. Sigh.

I'm glad that I'm part of this team because I have such an understanding and supportive leader heading the team. Otherwise, all the rest of it would definitely suck and my life for the next 2 years would suck as well. But, I'll stay positive and take everything in stride. For the children. :)

So, I decided to come down to watch GNK's rehearsal last night and to also meet the person above. Because we haven't met for 2 weeks plus already. I know right. It sucks, of course. But what to do? We know it'll always be worth the wait. And it is! We joked, we laughed, we talked. I realised how much I missed his company, how much just being with him makes me happy, makes me forget everything and the fact that we hadn't met for some time. & he had the car so he sent me home! Hehehe! Sigh. Missing him so much #rightnow. Pfft.

Because we watched the Justin Timberlake hashtag video with Jimmy Fallon.

Hehehe. Because we like to entertain each other like this. :3

Okay la. #sweetestboyfriendaward

#bestboyfaward

#bestgirlfaward

#taknakkalah

#mukastopiteh

#inisemuanormal

& to sum up this post, here's a mega shoutout to my favourite child-boyfriend (sorry, Mustaqim, heh) on his birthday today. Happy Birthday, my dearest cutest Wayn Goh! I wish you all the happiness, laughter and success in the world. May you grow to be a filial son to your parents, and a charming young man who'll make all the girls swoon, most definitely. Heh. He surprised me when he hugged me and said "I love you!" when he was dismissed to go home yesterday. Yours truly melted into mush. *hearts coming out from my eyes in millions* Hahahaha!

That's about it, folks! I've got 2 field visits to make next week in order to fulfil all the criteria for this practicum block and I'm done, back to classes in the morning, which I very much prefer but which will end in December. Better savour my last moments with the classmates. :3

This is where we say goodbye. Chehh, no la. I'm so happy at the moment, even though my cramps are killing the life of me. And that's just me being dramatic. I met Ahmad for the first time since ages, and may not get to again anytime soon, so I'm pretty much happy enough for yesterday's meeting. I passed my practicum. Wayn said those three words to me for the first time. The stress is pretty much reduced right now. Except for worrying about what level I get next year and who I'm stuck to work with. :(

Anyway, I will stay strong. With my bow and arrows, I will persevere. Chehhh~~

Till here then. Salam, and may ya'll always be in the best of health, Amin!

Love,

Fazniss

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