@muddness

@Ahmad Mustaqim

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Salam all!

In recent months, I noticed a change in people's reactions towards me and Ahmad. It's a positive change, I guess, because now everyone keeps asking when we're getting married. Coincides with the fact that we've been talking about it too, and planning out how we want it to be like. Well, Ahmad's pretty confident about what he wants. I'm not sure what I want yet. Because all I can think about is how much money I have to save up from this point onwards.

But I've gotta say, at my wedding, I definitely want a grand piano there. I'd dedicate a special song that I (hopefully) composed just for my husband. I know right! I'm very romantic like that. Heh!

I just found out that my official graduation from my course would be in October 2014. That is a whole lot of months wasted while waiting for graduation and I can't stand that! Which Is why i'm dying to find out if I can request for the transcript after my course ends on the last day of assessment which should be around March or April. Then I would immediately take my Leadership diploma. I am actually considering not taking the diploma at all. Otherwise, if I only get my transcript in October, I'm not gonna waste my time on Leadership so I'll just take the degree at either Monash or Auston. Trust me, I took a long time to consider this ever since I found out the graduation would be in October instead of the usual 3 months after the last day of assessment. Imagine, from December 2013 to October 2014 with nothing but work. I could use that 10 months to study at the same time. I just don't want to lose the momentum, if you know what I mean.

I told my mum about it, that I'd take the degree first if that's the case, and the leadership would be later on. Besides, if I leave PCF and maybe join Pat's Schoolhouse or Learning Vision or any of the preschools under Knowledge Universe, my pay would be very high with just my current diploma. And unlike PCF, they recognise degrees, so your pay becomes higher too. And with a degree, you can become a curriculum specialist, which sounds cool, if you ask me.

And I need to save up at least 26K just for the degree. Well, for Monash, it would be 26K. For Auston, it'll be about 16K. I like the sound of a degree better than the leadership diploma. I mean, degree is a higher rank already.

Stress you know, think about all this. I wanna get the studying part of my life over and done with, so that I can focus on work and the children.

Speaking of children, I really miss Wayn. T.T

I really, really need to learn how to save properly. T.T

Okay, time to sleep. ECE115 assignment done and ready for submission tomorrow. Just Noelle's commentary left to do and submit on Tuesday as well as the Sealions presentation to prepare for Wednesday. Pretty busy week, ugh.

I guess that's all for now. I had a really good time with Ahmad yesterday. We went on an adventure, relying on GPS to get around in his dad's car. From Pasir Ris to Changi Airport to Bugis to Queensway to Esplanade. And I totally embarrassed myself with him but, he doesn't seems to mind. In fact, he enjoys it all the time. I'm always embarrassing myself in front of him anyway. Sigh.

May you all be in the best of health till the next time we meet! Amin!