I really miss having a best friend nearby.
I really miss having a best friend to cycle to.
I really miss the young me.
With all these feelings coursing through me right now, with my mind in a chaotic mess, I just hate how fast paced my life is right now.
Though being told I'm lucky to be in such a stable relationship despite the hardships somehow made my day.
Honestly, I truly feel blessed.
But I really was never given the time to appreciate what I have in my life.
Everything's just happening too fast.
It's just too fast that I can't even catch my breath.
I can't even sit back to watch life pass by because there's so much demanded of life as it is.
Sigh, I don't even know what I'm saying either.