Thursday, March 7, 2013

How I Know I Love You

Happy 43rd monthsary to us!
You've been nothing but the best to me.
I can't thank you enough for the love you've given me all these years.
These 43 months that we've been together has taught me so much.
I learnt to grow without growing apart from you.
These 43 months that we've been together has separated us one too many times and yet, we've managed to remain strong and pull through the good and bad times. Together.
I still can't believe that 43 months ago, you chose me.
And then we went through so much after that.
Yet, here you are, always supporting me through whatever.
You could have had any other girl,
but you chose me.
I feel so, so lucky and blessed.
If I were given a choice, I would still choose to go through the same 43 months if it means being with you in the end.
Thank you for loving me.
I love you. 

"I know I love you because I want to get you soup when you’re sick. Not only do I want to get it for you, I want to make it for you so you can eat something made with love instead of with crushed insects and preservatives. I know I love you because I want to slap anyone who hurts you, even if it’s your boss. I know I love you because I worry about the stuff only people who love you worry about, like the amount of quality sleep you get a night and how much you drink when you’re sad and whether you’re getting enough vitamin B.

I know I love you because I want to listen, I really do. I don’t have anywhere to be that can’t wait for a while and I’m not checking my phone, in fact turned it off and buried it in the cushions the moment you said you needed me. I’m here for you and that other thing can wait.

I know I love you because I’m truly concerned with how your life turns out. It’s not just that I want you to “be happy” or attain that vague self-helpy “inner peace” bullshit we’re all supposed to aspire toward, I want you to express yourself and be fulfilled and feel like you’re living life for a good reason, not just passing the time. I want everything to work out for you the way it should and I want to be there for it.

And I’m genuinely convinced that I love you because I want to do things for you that I don’t want to do for anyone, ever. Examples: I’ll babysit your loud sticky children when you have them. I’ll bring you ice water and take care of you when you eat too much ecstasy like an idiot. I’ll even stand there patiently with a video camera as you attach piranhas to your nipples when you’re broke and trying to get on Jackass, all that and more. That’s how I know I love you, and I hope you know it too."- From Stumbleupon :)


❤, Fazz. :)

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