It's All Coming Back To Me Now

FIQRI !!

Finally met this little kid. Cute gilerrrrr.

Anyway, seems like my past is back to haunt me.

All those memories are swimming around my head right now.

Every single thing that happened that year.

Nadine, why did you give away my number just like that?

Sheesh, never mind.

Thanks to you for calling. Everything is coming back to me now. Every single thing that happened that year that I forever want to erase from my memory. Getting into trouble, being in trouble, longkang escapes, soccer matches, remedial pontengs, falling in love for the first time. Everything is playing like a movie in my head. Even when I close my eyes, I can picture everything so clearly. Every feeling I had, all the fun I had with them, with him.

I wanted to forget.

Fuck, I wanted to forget. I wanted to leave that life behind. No, it is already behind me, all that's left are the memories. You just had to call and remind me. All these years, not a word, not even a try to keep in touch. How nice. Why now then?

I guess this is what they meant when they say you'll never forget your first love. I forgot, but I remembered again. Now, I'll forget again. :)

I finished crying in the instant that you left

And I can't remember where or when or how

And I banished every memory you and I had ever made