Time flies so fast when you're having fun. It's too soon that this little girl turned 5. And me, soon to be 23. I feel super old already.
Anyway, the picture above was from last night. How this little girl evolved from the bundle of cries back in 2009. Hahahaha. Now, she's really good at sulking with her pouting mouth. She can spell her name. And she's such a glutton. I forgot to buy her a birthday present so I negotiated with her yesterday.
Me: Cha, Ahlong terlupa nak belikan Chacha present la.
Keisha: Abeh?
Me: Ahlong kasi Chacha bile Kakak punye birthday boleh?
Keisha: Boleh. Kakak birthday 23.
Me: 23 what?
Keisha: August. *walks away*
Me: *in awe*
The kids grow up too fast. They get smarter too fast. I missed the days when I'd tease her non-stop and bite her super fat chubby cheeks. And also tease her with food. Pretend to feed her but the food will go into my mouth. How she'll cry and sulk so much that I'd eventually give her food.
And then!
Keisha: *walks past me*
Me: *catch her in my arms* Jom amek gambar!
Keisha: *struggle* Later!
A while later....
Keisha: *walks to her Mama who was behind me*
Me: Cha, Ahlong nak cake.
Keisha: Later!
A while later...
Me: Keisha! Sini! Hug Ahlong.
Keisha: Later!
Irritating sia her 'later'. She must have learnt it from her parents or brothers. Hmph.
Anyway, wishing her a blissful and happy life growing up. I hope to be able to be there for her and her sister and Farah as they grow up together. May Keisha be blessed with happiness and good health. Amin.
I had a really weird dream last night. I occasionally get this type of dreams in a year. It's so weird. And scary. Hmm.
Life has been stressful. Colleagues have been angering me lately although I put on a fake smile. I just got off the phone with my boss. Called her at the wrong time 'cause she was in the toilet, hahahaha. But it was important so ya. The Sparks period has officially started. I foresee a very busy me ahead. I wonder if I will even have the time for GSM. I promised to commit but looking at my schedule scares me so much. I'm so afraid I'll get a physical and mental breakdown from the toll it will take on me, my mind and body. Sigh.
I'll take it in stride and have faith that Allah will give me the strength I need to move forward.
Wish me luck as I start this stressful journey for the next few months.
Oh and I made new friends at my degree induction programme. They even took down my number 'cause they wanted to open a whatsapp group. Well, not too bad. :)
I'm gonna go. Piano class starts soon at 1.45pm. I think I'm only blogging to release my feelings. Hahaha. Who cares 'bout readers anymore? I'll probably start baking hair raya goodies next week so yay for cooking posts! Till the next post, InsyaAllah! Salam!
Wake up in the morning
With the sunlight in my eyes,
No, my head don't feel so bright,
What the hell happened last night?
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