I'll Back Off So You Can Live Better

It was a funny event, her relatives are very kecoh, and not forgetting HUGE; she has a big big big family. Most of the time, I felt like I was the boyfriend meeting her side for the first time. -.- She'd whisper to me who's this, who's that, their relation to her and stuff like that. I felt so boyfriend-y, seriously. The saddest thing I realized when I got home was I didn't take a single picture with Fiqri. He is sucha handsome boy. Never mind, will have to make do with the pictures that I have of him.

Thank you Liyana for inviting me! & thanks for the food as well. Yummy-licious!

I notice that I look chubby in tudung. Haha. & tall. & I have never in my life given money for this kind of thing. Cukur rambut, jemputans etc. You know the part when at the end of the day, the guest gives the host money in an envelope. Yeah, my mum said I have to do that. & when I was about to leave at the end of the day, I tried to make Liyana give the envelope instead but she pushed me to her sis-in-law. I didn't even know what to say sia! Sheesh. So paisey now.

Anyways, I found something nice online.

♥ I asked Allah to take away my pain.

Allah said No.

It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up.

♥ I asked Allah to make my handicapped child whole.

Allah said No.

His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary.

♥ I asked Allah to grant me patience.

Allah said No.

Patience is a by-product of tribulations, it is not granted, it is learned.

♥ I asked Allah to give me happiness.

Allah said No.

I give you blessings, happiness is up to you.

♥ I asked Allah to spare me pain.

Allah said No.

Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares, and brings you closer to me.

♥ I asked Allah to make my spirit grow.

Allah said No.

You must grow on your own, but I will prune you to make you fruitful.

♥ I asked Allah for all things that I might enjoy life.

Allah said No.

I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things.

♥ I asked Allah to help me LOVE others,

as much as He loves me.

Allah said .......

Ahhhh, finally you have the idea.

Allahuakhbar :D

Naise. I like. Okay then, off to finish up Assignment 2, though it's still far from finishing. Sigh.

What is this weird feeling? Why its presence?

Kkeojyeo julge jal sara

Geumalbakke nan motae

Ijeo julge jal sara

Na eobsido haengbokhae

Nega beorin sarang

Nega gajyeoga

Namgimeobsi gajyeoga

Mianhadan maldo hajima

Nae geokjeong hajima

I'll back off so you can live

That is all I can say

I'll forget you so you can live better

So that you will be happpy without me

The love you tossed away

You can take it

Don't leave even a trace behind and take it all

Don't even say you are sorry

Don't worry about me