I guess it's no use feeling sorry for myself.

Cause no matter what, I still have to keep going.

18 years I've gone through, another 18 more won't kill.

Cause like you said, every start has an end.

& if I believe, I will get well. :)

Thank you to all who have been there for me.

I couldn't have asked for more.

I keep promising I'll be strong.

& I keep giving up.

& I keep saying I'll try.

I won't promise anything anymore.

Just that I love you all.

Very much.

& you are enough to give me the strength I need to keep going.

Thank you.