I feel so lost right now.

I don't know what to do right now.

I can still feel it under my fingers.

It's scaring the fuck out of me.

Even after doing my prayers, I still feel so lost.

Like as though everything I'm doing now is worthless.

I hope that whatever we've done for each other will be worth it.

I hope that being strong for each other will be worth it.

I hope that keeping silent will be worth it.

I look forward to this holy month to cleanse my soul and strengthen my iman.