I've been wondering what to say here in the past 20 minutes but I can't even find the right words to say. I wanna pour everything out here, I really want to. But nothing that happened today can be described in words. There are no words to even match how I feel right now. The anger, the frustration, the sadness, the fear, the disappointment.

2 of my family members have voluntarily walked out of my life. I don't need another one to be taken away from me.

I can't stop the tears either.

I need to be stronger. Not for me, but for my sister.