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I don't know why I'm here again. But I'm here. It's too early to go to sleep and I have nothing better to do. Fought with Sisto in the afternoon over something small. Man, why do I have to be the elder sister to two stubborn girls? Sheesh. So I left the house with little Farah and Nabilah and Bibik (who is right now, tengah seronok ketawe sendiri). I'll upload the hilarious video I took while at the playground just now with them. It's 8 minutes long, and I'm too lazy now.

Did I mention that Syed sms-ed me this morning out of the blue? I actually forgot about it in the day, but I was looking through my inbox to delete old messages when I saw his. He was like, "How are you today? Back to school right. Take care n don't get infected. Btw, sorry bout yesterday for the no privacy thing (smileyface)" He sms-ed at like, 8.38am. I think I replied, if I'm not wrong... Oh yeah, I did. Because Syai woke me up at 8 with his sms. & I couldn't go back to sleep after that. Tsk. Anyway, it was nice talking to Syed on MSN yesterday. I really miss the old Sec.2 days, when he sat in front of me, and taught me Maths. & it was thanks to him and Ruijie that I passed Maths for the FYE that year. Will never forget their help, of course.

Faen, is a new word I learnt today, thanks to Pakcik Ahmad. Vad Faen is another. & oh, he gave us his blog link and I read it, and sheesh, the first thing I saw was Kak Siti. I am like, dotdotdot. Ohh, best eh bully Kak Siti? Inside joke, eh? Jage kau nanti, pakcik. Faen ah. Hahaha, cool shit sia this word.

My mum's been bugging me to upload the pictures for the kenduri to her website. I have to go do it now liao. But while waiting for the pictures to upload, I just gotta keep my fingers moving. So, I'm here.

Let's see, what can we talk about. Oh! Tomorrow! E-Learning will be at National Library. Oh, which reminds me, I'm meeting Mirah at Simei's platform at 9. I must not be late again, like I did the last two times I met up with her for something. I feel so guilty. Somehow, I notice that people always have to wait for me. Daughter of Mr. Yow, countless of times. Guilt, guilt. So let's see, Zoo and Mud not going tomorrow. So if my calculations are correct, it'll be four girls and two guys tomorrow. & oh! Mirah's going to kenekan Azhar tomorrow! Best, best. Yeah, maybe I am a little sadistic. Hahaha. I never used to be. Damn, I've changed. But deep down, I'm still the old me. Grade A nerd.

Haha.

This is one lengthy and boring post. Moving on...

School starts for me on Monday. I was like, bloody hell. I was so looking forward to Friday, to return to school at last, even if there may be traces of the deadly virus around school. At least, being in school is alot better than here. I keep getting bullied by a girl 15 years younger than me. I am actually afraid of her, even. One punch can make you bleed. Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating a little, but gawd, Farah. I had to wrestle her away from my laptop, and can you believe I lost? She screamed at me for Mr. Bean when I wanted to watch MTV Hits, and can you believe I lost? She ordered me to keep my music down while she watched TV and can you believe I got smacked when I didn't listen to her? Sheesh. School would be better for me than getting physically abused by my own sister. Haha. But beneath this rough surface of my sister, is a cute, adorable, beautiful girl. As for the other one, I don't know. She gets rebellious every other day that I myself can't even help my parents control her.

I know I'm talking 'bout boring stuffs. But I really gotta let this all out. My blog, my feelings. People use their blogs in different ways. Different people have different opinions. Yeah, cognitive. & did I mention I got a friggin' A for Enterprise for the first time?? The first D I got, I actually swore at that faci, behind his back, of course. But then, this A is for E-Learning. It doesn't count. Ah, crap. Spoil.

Moving on.

Why do I suddenly have so much to say? I think I better go now. Battery's running low. I hope this weekend's free. I wanna sleep as much as I can. Kinda miss him now. Been a while since I last spoke to him.

Right. Till next time. Ta!

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