So I went for a checkup today, and it turns out everything is...

Pretty much about the same?

Everytime I'm there, I just can hardly believe it.

Because, sigh.

I don't even wanna talk about it.

& even though I know that everything is pretty much okay,

I was thrown into a bad mood the rest of the day.

It was a lucky thing that I had no choice but to skip the GNK iftar.

Else, I'd be showing everyone else my bad side.

& even though I seriously want to say, "F*ck everything",

I keep telling myself to stay strong.

Because everything that happened, has a reason.

Had a reason.

I miss Ahmad so much right now.

On a side note, I stumbled upon this singer I'd always had a huge crush on back when he was in Click Five. Mr. Eric Dill.

He looks a thousand times better now after ditching that old skool kind of haircut.

Which fit him too back then, I must admit.

But now, he looks even sexier.

Somehow, a little emo looking.

Sexy. That's it.

& this particular song has been on repeat since last night.

I just....

Sigh.

Continue my assignment.