It's 1.46am in the morning, and I've just spent the past 30 minutes crying my eyes out.

I just read the most heartbreaking email I've ever received in my entire life.

This wasn't what I wanted. It's really not. I wish things could change, I wish it could get better. I wish it would be different, so much more different than it is now. I wish it could be the same as the past happier days. But no it can't. Because the damage is done.

Is it true then? There's a reason why some people never made it to our present. Cause that really sucks. I'm at the edge of losing my mind right now.

In the crowd of faces, sometimes I wished yours would be one of them too.