I am currently speechless.
I currently don't know what to feel.
Hoping for the best won't make the situation better
Expecting the worst could just pull me into the darkest pits I've never fallen into.

I prayed.
I hoped for the best for her.
Without fail, after each prayer, I remember her in my do'a.

This is not fair.

When I look at her daughter and think about what might happen, my heart breaks even worse.
I really can't stop crying.

Yes, sudah ditakdirkan.
But the thought of a possible loss is too much to bear.

I'll never stop praying for her.
I promise.