Sometimes

Me has been wanting a hamster since 2007. So when Sisto and me passed by the Pet Lovers' Centre just now, I was looking at the White-Faced Roborovski that I always wanted. They're so friggin' cute but it's so sad that I can't take care of one 'cause there's too many people living in this house so there's no space for a pet. & besides, the kids would probably strangle it to death.

I learnt a lesson today. A freaking hard lesson. Never try to go without food the whole day, which was what I did. I pianoed all morning till about 3, 4 plus in the afternoon. & I'm really pissed at my piano for being spoiled. Learnt Rihanna's Cry, by the way. Awesome shit. Am gonna practise some more tomorrow. So yeah, I was saying. I didn't eat anything but I did drink some water. I played the computer for a while, since Sisto patched my L4D and wants to play. Then, printed some stuff for my mum. Then, read my past blog posts for something to do. Then, went in the room to read a book. Finished up Lucky Me by Lisa Friedler, really nice teenage-y storyline. The ending inspired me to begin writing again. But I just have no time, just like I have no life. Bummer. & doing all these kept me away from food, and it's only when Sisto and me were at White Sands that I felt the pain. Empty stomach = light head = nak pengsan. Sisto bought me chicken pie from Polar but it made me wanna throw up. Gawd.

Anyway, something interesting took place at me house tonight. These three kinda like religious healers, or whatever you call them, came over. & I hid myself in the room 'cause I was so friggin' scared. So they attended to all those people who came to my house just to meet them, including my aunt who has breast cancer. Then, my dad called me for my turn. & seriously, Sisto said my face was like, serious but scared. Maybe even terrified. & the matchsticks part hurt like shit. But after a while, I got used to it. My fingertips were red after that. Sheesh.

This video above is my darling, funny, lame, cracks-you-up-all-the-time uncle who was making fun of the energy therapy thing. He's a really fun guy to be around, you'd never not laugh if you're with him.

Sometimes I run. sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby, all I need is time