You Belong With Me

This is for you, NATASHA YOW HISHAM !!

You know I'll always be here for you.

:)))

Phew. What a weekend. It started out bad (Friday), but Saturday was AWWSOME, even though I was down with a 38.1 degree fever that morning. HAHA. Bonsai Garden is preeeeeetttyyy. & jamming was niceeeee. The Gone So Young song was niceeeee. & Shak, as usual, superrrr funny.

Yesterday, I superr screwed up my side of gong. Superrr tired, superrr blur, superrr nervous, superrr in pain. & the worst thing, I actually forgot to bring my notes. Mirah almost killed me in the train. Haha. & ehh, Ahmad lost his concentration on drums just 'cause Farah pointed him out to my daddy dearest. Hahahahahahahahahahha. Wish that was caught on video. Muke confirm panicked.

Finished up the drawings for Mum's poster thingy, which reminds me, I have yet to cut them out. Bummer. & ohh!! I can never get over Ahmad being so geli geli. He's so ticklish la, poke a bit, dah toink. Hahahahahaahahahah. It's so fun to make him ticklish like that. Heh. Heh. Heh.

You can never truly understand until you become a parent. What you'd do to make your child happy, to give them what they want, to keep them alive.

Did I mention that Mum had a wedding cupcakes display on Thursday at Sheraton Hotel? OHMYGAWD, damn awesome, and freaking nice. & the whole ballroom setup had the theme red and purple, and they used violets and RED ROSES. Beautiful, simply gorgeous.

I'm in love, man, am in love.

Heh, got a date with Mirah on Thursday, another one with Natasha on Friday. Awesome pe.

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night

I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry

And I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams

Think I know where you belong

Think I know it's with me

I laughed like shit.

Sisto laughed worst than me.

& even after I stopped, she was still laughing.

Credits to Nat's Tumblr.

Was in pain the whole day.

Slept the day away, hoping the pain would go away.

But it didn't.

It still hurts as I type here right now.

& my head hurts.

Dad said it's cause I slept after Asar till Maghrib.

Which is "not good".

& he nagged and nagged and nagged.

Was too weak to fight back so I just listened.

New moon out next week!!

Can't wait, can't wait, can't wait!!!

& Sisto dreamt of me and Ahmad.

& it's really weird.

Pfffft.

& oh, Martin reminds me of Jim Carrey sometimes.

But of course, nothing beats PAUL.

<3

How cool is zat?

I'm so tired.

Glad the weekend's here.

Oh! I forgot.

I'll be damn busy.

Sighs.

Someone went to school today with a sticker stuck to her jeans where everyone can see it.

& that moron is me.

Thank you.

:)

This is just too lovely.

I'm not sure of what to do. I mean, even with the new painkillers, it still hurts, and what's the point of taking them when all I'll get is drowsiness, and nausea (which I didn't, which is like, thank god!). I don't know how long I can take the pain. Liyana said go KK. I'm considering it, I really am. But lately, Mum has too much on her mind and I don't have the heart to bother her with what I'm going through, even though I should.

Shall wait for Sisto to come back from her camp. Get some advice from her, even though I already know what she'll say. -.-

Hoh great, I'm feeling dizzy now. Stupid meds, stupid meds. The pain is never gonna go.

I'm in pain, I'm tired, I'm sleepy, I'm dizzy, I'm fucking irritated, so don't fucking piss me off today. Thank you.

PARTY MARTY!

I GUESS THIS IS WHY GIRLS LOVE MARTIN JOHNSON SO MUCH.

*MELTS*

*MELTS*

*MELTS*

*MELTS*

*MELTS*

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~

*I'M STILL MELTING*

HIS VOCALS ARE JUST TOO AWWSOME.

I WANNA HEAR PAUL SING!

Have always love this movie, out of the 3.

Will collect them for Farah when she's a wee bit older.

Hahah.

My side still hurts where she kicked at it last night.

Sigh.

His eyelashes are to die for.

*melts*

*melts*

*melts*

I still don't know why people prefer Martin.

Sure, his blue eyes are hoooomygod.

But Paul is also as hoooomygod.

Thanks to Natasha for this.

Well, I guess I just gotta stay optimistic, right?

Oh wells, what to do, that's life.

According to Mumsie, she's being very strong about it.

But we know she's hurting inside.

But Umi Aisyah once said,

that she's accepted this as her fate.

I've never seen Mumsie this tired or stressed before.

She even cried.

It breaks my heart that everything is like this.

One thing after another.

It'll never stop.

I wish it'll stop.

I wish.

Nothing will be better.

I'm so tired.

Fucking tired kay?

Just gotta keep praying.

For these people.

God, I'm tired.

Munchkin

If I can have this kitty, I'll die and go to heaven.

It's so freaking adorable laaaaaaaaaa.

I want a cat, so, badly.