Yesterday:

So, my sis had 2 distinctions and 4 B3s for her N Levels.

She performed above my expectations, way above.

So, to thank the two men for helping her in her sciences and language,

Mum told us to give them a treat.

So, yesterday, we brought them to Rex Mackenzie...

& had these!!!!!!!!

I can have them all over again siaa.....

Minus the beef and soup, not my favourite. :p

So, after that heavy lunch, we went to PlayNation next door.

Unfortunately, all the stations were fully booked.

They put us on the waiting list though.

So, while waiting, we went to the LAN shop next door...

and played L4D!!!!

Not even halfway through the game, PN called and said we had a station.

-.-

So we hurried our game, which was so kecoh, I must say.

And then, the real fun started.

This was hilarious.

The Just Dance game I randomly picked. HAHA!

And finally, a group photo. :)

My dear boy left early, as usual, and my sis bought a bracelet and a headband at Diva. Year end sales suck when you don't have enough money. Overall, yesterday was great.

Today sucks because the spring cleaning gave me a flowing nose THE WHOLE DAY. It's amazing how the gamelan room could collect that much dust in just 9 months. Especially, INSIDE the instruments. Really, really amazing. But, the thing that made me somewhat happy was Syai. I dunno, but I see my old friend back. His lame jokes, his annoying interruptions at unwanted moments, his funny self, the guy is back. But, I was a little wary, of course. I mean, it's easy to fake a smile, hold up a facade in front of people who love you. But I think, I'll just go with the flow. It's good enough to see him shouting and screaming his lungs out and joking and laughing and creating havoc in a group, as usual. I couldn't ask for anything better than just my old friend. :)

I wrote another song again today. LOL. Kay, random.

I hate those random moments when I'm alone and my thoughts drift to my late aunt. In the train today, I remembered how she was once so healthy, and how we were close, and used to stay over at her house and we brought our Barbie stuffs along too. & then, she started going for chemo, lost her hair, I saw her bald before and tried not to stare, and she kept a smile on her face all these years. & while she stayed at my house 5 months before she went, I saw her condition worsen. But the one thing that made me smile, that makes me happy, that makes my heart smile too, is that she lived to see my change, when I made that decision to join the 'Hijab' world. :') I hope she's happier up there. But, I still have to learn to not cry when I think about her. It's kinda hard, especially when those random thinking-about-her moments come at the most unexpected places like the train and other public places. Kind of annoying if you ask me. Tsk.

Okay, off to sleep. Gonna study my brains off tomorrow and Friday and Saturday and Sunday. Since when have I been this hardworking? Since I got all Ds for my UTs. Not gonna get the same for the next UT, that's for sure. :)

Toodles.

Firework

This was how I spent my Christmas.

First, to Downtown East, then to the birthday party @ Tampines.

& then Orchard, for the lights! :D

Enjoy the pictures!

It started raining the moment we stepped out of the house.

Sighs. But we were still happy to go out! :D

Little Farah, so semangat with the hat.

I was checking Twitter. HAHA.

Downtown East, for Farah and her kiddy rides.

While waiting for the rides to end, camwhore la! :p

@ ION. The Christmas Tree's inside.

It was raining heavily at Orchard.

Totally unsafe for my baby camera. :(

Kebetulan, warna lampu Christmas tree favourite maid aku.

Nasib die laaaa. :p

My little sister is very the cute!

She wanted so much to take this picture with the worm.

-.-

The outing was pretty enjoyable, despite the rain. I've never cared much for rain, I'm always fine with rain. It's just the lightning and thunder I don't like. Whenever there's a flash of lightning, my automatic reaction would be to close my eyes, squat and cover my ears. Or else, find cover behind someone (like as if that'll work if lightning were to strike, LOL).

Anyway, it's almost Sunday, and soon, it'll be the day our new wardrobe arrives!!!! It's almost like a walk-in closet. It's customized to our needs, so we actually chose which kind of compartments we wanted to have. & it's pretty cooolll!!!! I'll take a picture of it when it arrives. Gawd, I cannot wait. Cause it sucks to live with your clothes in boxes, and having to dig out the ones you want to wear. Tsk.

Okay, currently doing Ass 2 aka Assignment 2, which is a bloody pain in the ass, but unfortunately, this is only the hard codes for HTML. Wait till the PHP part comes in. I'll be wearing the WTF face 24 hours straight.

NOT!

Hahahaha. Okay, malam-malam berbual merepek eh, Faz. See what programming has done to my brain! But it's actually kinda fun, typing out the codes. Now I'm figuring out the catalogue part, and Haz has already gone to sleep. -.-

Okay, off to continue! Toodles, my loverly people! :)

Boom, boom, boom

Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

It's always been inside of you, you, you

And now it's time to let it through

Read this: click!

To tell the truth, the whole post made me cry. Out of the many comments I read, this one fits so much.

I cried just reading the title and first sentence. I'm going through a break up with the first real man I've ever been with and the first real love. Not an adolescent connection, but a mature intimacy. A romance. A completely consuming love.

But, we're not together anymore. People change. Or, in our case, I think we maybe didn't. We just were different people all along. Fighting to make it work. Good people, trying to be good to one another. But it was too hard.

There's at least something every single day that makes me think of him. It's painfully piercing. I miss him.

It was real, too.

Sometimes, the posts on Le Love can make me cry, and some may even fit what I really feel. Sometimes, it's nice to know that someone has gone through something I'm going through and I would be able to learn from their mistakes. But sometimes, when there's too much pain in a particular story, it hurts too. :(

Okay, GNK camp ended today. Very, very tired, especially since I rushed through the 'gifts' from over the weekend until 2am last night. Okay, I don't wanna talk about that. Heart pain. *punches heart*

The best thing about the coming days is that we will be preparing our room for the arrival of our new wardrobe!!!!! *does the hula dance around the house* Fat woman and family have officially moved out, like, last week. I dunno, I don't care. They've given us enough problems the past 2 years to last us a lifetime. Unfortunately, there is not a single doubt in my mind that they would still cause more problems in future. And duhhhh, it would all be about money. My late aunt left a huge sum of money under my mother's name, and the siblings are all arguing with my mum to share it. Kepala otak kau berjambol kat pantat kau. You didn't even look after your sick sister and you claim that you have a right to have a share of that money. Desperate pe nak duit? Sampai duit orang dah mati pon kau nak. Pabo.

Okay, on a happier note, I came home today to an excited sister telling me excitedly about the exciting new colour she chose for the room. Some kind of light pink colour. She tried to pry the lid of the paint can open, but couldn't, so, tired as I was, I told her it could wait till tomorrow when we paint the room. I cannot wait till the wardrobe arrives on Monday, and then see the outcome of our new room's look.

UNCLE AMEER, FASTER MOVE OUT SO I CAN HAVE MY ROOM BACK TOO! I WANT A WALK-IN CLOSET LIKE THAT TOO!!!! HAHAHA.

Sorry for the long hiatus the past week. I've been too tired to update this little space of mine. So I hope this update is sufficient for another week-long hiatus. Hahahahaha. I'll blog again soon, that is, if there is anything worth blogging about.

My back hurts from the Hunter game when Shaa fell on me. Never knew she was that heavy. Or maybe I'm just too small. :/

Okay, I guess this should be all. Off for my well-deserved beauty sleep.

I hope you're trying as hard as I am

But I'm trying twice as hard to be patient

I Wrote This Song

Dad's birthday picnic with his secondary school mates. I saw my dad talk like a young man for the first time, reminiscing with his friends about the 'good old days' where they got into trouble and stuff. I watched my dad giggle geli hati at a funny memory his friend recalled, and I listened to them all talk. It's rare to see my dad open up like this. Usually, it's with his siblings. But this is different, because they have all been friends for 33 years. It's amazing, really amazing that they still kept in touch through out the decades. & I still wanna know who Ipin Tonggek is. :p

I think once you have feelings for someone, those feelings will always be there. You may not like them anymore, but you'll always care.

I wrote this song about you

Isn't that cliche of me to do

But it's nothing for you

The band just need something more to play

So don't blush or hurray at the possible sound of your name

No, I wouldn't go that far

오늘은 지루했습니다. 내가 일을 게으른했다. 내 수업은 수업을 왼쪽으로. 그들은 그렇게 나쁘지. 난 지쳤어요. 그리고 몇 사람은 바보입니다. 왜 그런지 모르겠어요. 그들은 제대로 그들의 두뇌를 사용해야합니다. 또는 뇌사에서 죽을 수 있습니다.

Okay, that's enough for today. :)

작별

She irritates the hell out of me.

You fake a smile in front of me because last night you said you would trouble me no more.

I fake a smile in front of you because I know you have too much on your plate than a girlfriend giving you problems.

You don't understand what love really means so shut up and don't curse my relationship.

3 problems weighing on my mind.

:(

I think I cried myself to sleep when I read his midnight text message.

The boy is just so sweet.

:')

Love doesn’t just mean saying I love you to someone.

Love is love even without saying anything.

Love is also sacrifice, it also means keeping quiet for each others’ sakes.

Loving isn’t merely possessing.

Love is also giving up your own happiness for someone else’s happiness.