Friendship

I don't know why but somehow, maintaining old friendships is hard when you're in different schools. Syed is making an effort to keep in touch though. He messages me once in a while, and I'll be surprised each and every time 'cause he's so random. I need to keep trying to do the same thing with my friends.

Anyway, I'll just post up my old pictures, back back way back in secondary school. Just before I go to school for UT. I was supposed to go for school itself, but Dad didn't allow me to just because the doctor gave me a 2-day MC. Bummer.

March 2009, CSS Sports Meet

Pasir Ris Park '09

Pasir Ris Park `09

Prom Nite Maskardia `08

Graduation Day `08

Midnight wish on my 17th

Teachers' Day Gifts

Racial Harmony Day '08

Fort Canning Park Photography '08

Taman Warisan Photography '08

Taman Warisan Photography '08

'07 Birthday Presents

'07 KL & Cameron Highlands Geog Trip

1st June `06 - Zoo & Orchard Photography

Beautiful memories from Sec 5, all the way down to Sec.3.
It's too sad they're over.

Depth of friendship does not depend on length of acquaintance - RabindranathTagore

Thunder

I friggin' almost died today!!!!!

Lightning struck just a few hundred metres away from me and Sisto when we were walking home from the clinic. Sisto's reaction was to hug me. Mine was: "Fiiiiisssshh!!! *panic* Run, idiot!" To get the hell away from the big longkang.

It sucks to wear shades the whole freaking day just to protect my eye from bright lighting. I have a bottle of eye drops, a tube of eye cream and pills to ease the itch from the doctor, all at 34 bucks. The pills would make me drowsy, and THANK GOD they're tiny.

By the way, Putri Keisha Qistina finally arrived at 1718hours today, weighing at 3.1 kg. Cik Jal said she look alot like Nabilah; thick, curly, black curls and fair-skinned. ENVY. Babies have it easy, fair skin, I mean. Yay! I have another baby to photograph, bringing the total to 3 babies. This will be the.... 5th baby, whose growth I will be witnessing. She's coming home on Saturday. I hope I sleep like a dead person. Imagine waking up in the dead of the night to the cries of a baby? I doubt I can stand it.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other

You'll always be my thunder

& I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colours

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

& bring on the thunder

Fall To Pieces

I can't believe I'm crying!!!! For Michael Jackson!!!! Watching the memorial service thing, omg la, so bloody sad. I started crying when his daughter burst into tears. SISTO WAS ACTUALLY MOVED TO TEARS!!! He had indeed gone too soon. What the hell, why am I still crying??!!!!

Anyway, SARAH FINALLY ADMITTED/CONFESSED TODAY. I've been bugging her since I dunno when. Dinner with them girls was bloody syiok. I can't believe I lost a scissors paper stone game to Sarah. So frustrated la, she's so good at everything. Our Love Guru. :D

My eye hurts like f*** laaaaaa. Walao.

I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you

Bored la. Damn bored.
& Cognitive has always been my favourite module.
Analysing is damn crazy laaaaaaaaa.

You Are Not Alone

The earlier post was done in school but I didn't manage to publish it because rpnet sucks.

Zul and Syai are so friggin' dead when I come to school tomorrow. Sisto saw the note thingy that they wrote on my msn. She thought I was crazy to actually write that. She even thought it was really me who did it. But I gotta keep my cool, just like Sarah always says.

Wai duu ai miss sains fair-see soh march?

Hahahaha. My eye hurts like faen la. I'm so tired, the shower didn't do me any good. I'm "crying" again. Which reminds me, just now in school, I was so pathetic la. But I gotta thank Sarah for being there, even though she was quiet all the way.

& I feel so old lor. A few months ago, I was a kakak. In two days' time, I'll be another kakak. Although it'll be a while till they start calling me kakak, still, it's official. But not forgetting that I'm already a makcik. I have a nephew and a niece, because my cousin married young, like early 20s. I was already a makcik when I was only in Primary 4!!! Imagine that!! They call me kak, for now. But their mum insists that they call me cik. Like, faen it la. Cik is so........... minah.

& Sisto is laughing like a crazy monyet right now at some Youtube videos. & I'm bidding my farewell to MJ. Have always loved this song. 2nd best next to Earth Song.

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

Like A Knife

I guess Ain's words yesterday finally sank in. & to make it worse, I had a full report on how THAT BLOODY WOMAN acted yesterday for her first day of maternity leave. & I found out too that my parents talked to HER, about the pawn thing and how she's not doing her part in contributing to pay for the bills, "duit makan" and stuff like that. Like, obviously, my dad can't be the only one who pays for everything, that wouldn't be fair to him, considering how there's like, 12 people living in the house. Besides, they're bloody expecting the arrival of their fourth child this Thursday. & I'm gonna make sure my parents are not the ones who take care of the hospital bills. They've done that thrice, and I'll make sure they won't do it again. They've done too much, and they've done enough to help. Now that family is stepping over my parents' heads.

I'll be back again. Just feel like letting out my feelings.

'cause today, you walked out of my life
'cause today, your words felt like a knife

Que Sera Sera

Wednesday was brought forward to 25th September because I have UT on that day. I don't know if this is good or bad news. Maybe it being sooner would have been better, but having to wait might be better too. I don't have to worry about it much. Eh, sia. 25th Sept is bulan puasa! Cool, cool.

Today is friggin' crazy, to finally be back at school. New maths faci is a wee bit better, but he talks too much. & he makes really lame jokes. & all of a sudden, Reuben got a 'ribbon' for his name.

There were a few confessions made today. Haha, coolness. Ate takoyaki with Mirah and Ain. Somehow, the topic was about our past and present friendships. I thought hard about Ain's words, but I really am not sure of what I should do. But it's nice to have people to talk to about your problems and doubts. I'm really happy whenever I'm with them all, the guys included. & can you believe my right foot sank into a HOLE at the pasar malam????

Mirah made a confession, and I made one too. It's friggin' cool!! Haha. Shh, secret. She's a confused girl now, but I'm telling her to let everything fall into place. Dunno if she'd listen, I was never one with good advices. Hah!

I took a few videos today. Gang raping is back, and Syai was the first victim! Wheepees!! Haha. I'm being so mean. He still remembers the bet, dammit. Right, until here then. I was so tired today, I actually slept in the bus! Haha. Lucky Anna woke me up with her sms. Tomorrow's team is with Bernub, my BLG buddy! Haha.

Que Sera Sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours to see
Que Sera Sera
What will be, will be