I like this picture. :)

I'm pretty stressed out right now. With SPARK assessment coming up anytime, realising I lost my thumb drive that had my water play lesson plans and other curriculum related stuff, having activities that are not good enough at my learning centres.... I'm pretty choked to the neck.

I gave myself a deadline. By the Saturday before Hari Raya Haji, all my curriculum paper work has to be done. Which basically means burning midnight oil everyday. But it's okay because I wanna get SPARK done once and for all.

I have a lot of things to rant about, and I don't even know where to begin. My long hiatus is unforgivable, to me, but I've been really, really busy and tired. I guess this is what adulthood's all about. You have the money but less time and energy to do things you love.

The only things I love and was able to retain is piano and gamelan. I'm afraid to drop either because they're my only escape from the stresses I'm under.

Sigh. I wouldn't say I'm not happy about the direction I'm going right now. But I guess I gotta have faith in Allah's plan for me. He wouldn't put more on my shoulders if He knows I wouldn't be able to bear it. :)

Until the next post, InsyaAllah.